hellovanessa♥

2010-07-19T05:51:00.000-07:00

aunty, where are you when i need your advices? i used to treat everything u say lightly, but if time can rewind, those words of yours shall be of upmost importance to me. i miss you so bad and i often find myself crying looking at pictures of you. in a blink of an eye its alrdy been 9 months since you left us and it seems only like yesterday when we sent you off at the airport. i miss your scoldings, i miss your food, i miss your voice, i miss everything of you, i miss you. please do come back, be it for a day, an hour, a second, as long as i get to see you fr that split second, i'll be contented.

2010-06-23T06:55:00.000-07:00

aunty ailyn, i miss you so bad.

Long timeeeee so sea.

2010-06-06T07:22:00.001-07:00

LONG SINCE I POSTED.

HI EVERYBODEH IM BACK,NOT REALLY.

2010-04-23T04:37:00.000-07:00

i study for tests like some crazy idiot writing 5 pages worth of notes but yet when the test paper reaches my hand, everything goes blank. sad life

2010-04-07T04:39:00.000-07:00

i am so freaking tired and its only wednesday ):

2010-03-25T04:56:00.000-07:00

ok hi today's sports day and it so unfortunately rained & there was such violent lightning i swore i could see the 'Z' outline. haha, all i can say is "god answer prayers." ok im gg fr self trg tmr and im so happy. ^^ sister is gettingalready got her iphone and im so jealous. wtv

i was in red hse this year and our hse seemed to take up the least space of all- we were located right at the corner/end of the stadium. went for dinner at subway w a group of scandalous girls haha we were looking out for scandals all the way while walking through the interchange. Hee Hee, i love my girls (L)

when you got only 100 years to live

2010-03-18T04:11:00.000-07:00

Life is short, make the most out of it.

2010-03-15T06:10:00.001-07:00

do you feel the same way?

2010-03-01T05:20:00.001-08:00

justin B's birthday today and i received news to go collect my justin B cd hamper. haha, fate or what? ^^

2010-02-28T03:48:00.000-08:00

this should never be the time to get involved in sucha complicated matter but yet a part of me tells me to take the initiative to step in. all this while ive always been the one who was at the losing end and you took no notice of it. but there came the actions of yours which kinda proved me wrong and im holding on to that shimmer of hope that you are what you do. action speaks louder than words and i most deifintely wish fr it to be true. ily

2010-02-26T04:52:00.000-08:00

why am i feeling all jittery now juz coz of what * did. is it bcoz of the trauma i had gone through which left a phobia in me or is it just me who reacts like this everytime such things happen. i seriously dk. nevertheless, i just hv to continue being me and not let such matters affect me anymore.
hee hee, p/s: im lagging like REAL behind fr dnt and i dont hv the urge to try to catch up, screw dnt ^^

2010-02-19T03:49:00.000-08:00

hi ^^ pictures are last week's when chris, candy, xinying and me went to 313. and also, there're pics from cny reunion dinner.
school has resumed functioning and though this week is a pretty short one, im still equally tired. tests are gna start engulfing us next week onwards (alrdy we hv 4 coming up in just one week and god knows which teacher is gna add on to that number) im still lagging behind in dnt and i hv to present 10 freaking ideas by 22/2 which is like 3 days later and fyi, im still at idea #2. ok whatever im gna TRY TO chiong (but i seriously think its gna be impossible) and watch less tv and use comp less (which is also gna be impossible)
as for today, i went to watch percy jackson w chris and her bro today. SERIOUSLY AWESOME SHIT. and omg, Logan Lerman is the love ^^ byebye.
xoxoxo
V (logan lerman <3)

kitties reunion ^^

sneak peek at my super red table

2010-02-08T05:19:00.000-08:00

hihihi, quick update! today's monday and we had competition=leave class early. pictures below are credited to Chris♥

this shot was aft we failed to do a jumpshot, omg angela look like she's gna shit anytime

and the picture below is gna be kinda M18 so if your heart cant take it, dont scroll down.

ive warned.
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p/s: fahmi this pic is specially for you ^^

2010-02-01T05:06:00.000-08:00

bgirls match 1 feb.

posey posey. classic pose

credits go to:

& alyson :)

2010-01-30T06:33:00.000-08:00

hi. Vivo city's pictures r up tgt with some snap shots i took of my kitties. meow was bent on destroying my flower and she was pratically tearing it up. the 3 babies just refused to take a nice picture tgt so i had to go with those 2 where either one of their eyes were closed. yea im v bored now and my com has been on since 2pm this afternoon.
XOXO
-iloveyou♥

jezebel 's expression- priceless ^^

the picture look omg damn wrong

my kitty babies ♥

2010-01-27T03:11:00.000-08:00

tadah, as promised. Bboys match vs Dunman. the whole match was pretty intense and we were all like on the verge of bitting our nails. (of course we didnt)
there's dnt tmr and for sfl we're going to VIVO city. no idea y though and i think its gona be damn sian coz like our bags is gona be so heavy and we have to carry it to vivo. saddening
XOXO

weijie seriously sleeps ANYWHERE

2010-01-26T04:54:00.000-08:00

before i begin. just a shout out to my dear classmates Asher and Alex- the As. happy bday! asher, happy bday and dont be so sotong alrdy k!? alex aka the tall guy, please stop growing ^^
hihi, i'll upload the photos another day k- feeling pretty guilty though so i'll just start a new post and just type as much crap as i can into it k, not like as though there may be ppl reading it but still.
so, havent been blogging much abt sch since it reopened. alot of work is coming my way and i hv to try to cope with it- no matter hw tired i feel every morning when i wake up and wish to lay my head on the pillow once more and just pon sch for the day, i know that behind the struggle, there would definitely be some rewarding stuff awaiting me at the end. as for any new year resolutions, i sincerely just hope for everything to turn out smoothly- with no bumps and hiccups and for this year to pass by asap (though i may miss e3 a teeny weeny bit) i think this is getting kinda draggy so i shall update another time? bye.
XOXO
-i need lotsa sleep

2010-01-25T05:54:00.000-08:00

dead tired and dnt aint helping at all. have to research abt this and that, taking up so much of my time. amaths test tmr and im definitely gna flunk it though some may ace it like crazy, see the difference? some freaking ~~hypocrites.~~smartasses.
got photos of the Bboys match but nt gna post tday.
XOXO
wish me luck (i need tons of them)

2009-12-29T03:14:00.000-08:00

hi, as promised ive posted pictures and these are a few from the 1 day tour i went with C to LTA(again, alrdy went once w sch)/ wheatgrass farm/ dino tour @ birdpark. last week passed kinda quickly and sch's alrdy reopening AND I HVN DONE MY HMWK OMG wish me luck ok. and i went to church on xmas w aunt and sissy and then to 313, orchard central and robinsons. ok byebye.
XOXOXOXOXOXO,
V

wore it the wrong side but still managed to pull it off ^^

2009-12-28T00:35:00.000-08:00

hi all, i promise promise i'll blog w pics by this week. i got alot to catch up on :->
XOXO

2009-12-11T02:03:00.000-08:00

Hi all, im back from msia and i did lotsa shopping. shall post the pictures another time. just skip this post bcoz its just smth im trying to do to locate someone. take NO notice of this post please.

GENTING HIGHLANDS. BLACK FOX JACKET. RED ADIDAS JACKET. YELLOW PILLOW. 6 DEC. FIVE STAR TRAVEL. FIRST WORLD HOTEL. PURPLE BACKPACK. BLACK ADIDAS BACKPACK. YONG PENG. 7 HOURS.

2009-11-18T03:41:00.000-08:00

happy birthday daddy!

-i love you and i always will! ( though sometimes you can drive me mad ) :D

2009-11-10T04:31:00.000-08:00

hi all! been so long since i posted with photos. so today, i made up for the long long missing photos by posting up truck loads of them ok?

so today was dnt field trip to red dot museum- bored to death. after field trip went on a long long journey round places near bugis. here's the destinations we went to today.

red dot museum-bugis street-POMO (the jap food there is good yet CHEAP)-pray at temple-take photos at some random graffiti wall-picture at the spore arts school-bugis junction-home sweet home

just see the pic ok? a pic paints a thousand words so i believe there are about 30000 words here. more than enough huh.

2009-11-06T04:25:00.000-08:00

hi dollies! am in a high spirited mood today, so much so i wana put smileys all over :) :) :) so, yesterday was class outing and the number of ppl that came was pretty much expected along with suprise of some others from e1. caught my sister's keeper and it totally was a tear jerker god damn it. i think we totally lost face when we went into the cinema and made a hell lot of noise and everyone around us were like tsk tsk tsk.(pretty good audience i would hv to say- usually the cinemas are empty) and then during the show there was ALOT of pop corn throwing, laughing (though it was supposed to be a sad show), handphone ringing, exotic sounds, kicking of chairs, pulling of hairs, wiping of tears etc. definitely one of the most alot-of-things-happening-during-a-movie thing for me. then after the movie, mr koh went back and ms ng treated the 16 of us who were still there to KFC. ty ms ng! and then i only went back around 9pm with the bus so freaking packed i swear i could smell MANY DIFFERENT KIND OF SMELLS (you wont wana know).
as for today, went to MAC for lunch simply coz i wanted the monopoly thingy, just wanted to give it a shot. went home, and went out again with chris to cityplaza and on the way there, a freaking asshole;bastard;smelly;dirty;all-the-vulgarities-i-can-use-on-him guy pissed me and chris off SOOO BAD, i tell you i wanted to bash him up seriously. PS: he even threatened to BASH us. oh bloody asshole, the jail is waiting for you i tell you- free food, free lodging. not too bad an idea huh.
then after that was just lunch-duck rice and then to giant for fbt.
bye.

2009-10-29T04:42:00.000-07:00

dear aunty a, i really miss you alot. youre somewhere far from spore in the other side of asia but can you come back soon? i really miss you. i totally regreted not spending quality time with you while you were here and we even quarrelled on a few occassions. its probably the fact that we used to quarrel with one another that makes me misses you even more. life has been very different w/o you and though you have already been gone for 2 weeks, the soreness of the wound that has been inflicted on me seems like its only been cut opened yesterday. i miss talking to you, i miss eating the food you used to cook, i miss your scoldings, i miss your chubby fat hands, i miss your voice, i miss your scoldings and most importantly, I MISS YOU. life has drastically changed w/o you and its all towards the negativity. i really really miss you.
the day at the airport, my stomach flipped 180 degrees as i saw your back distancing away from us. it must have had been hard for you, but i think i took it worser than anyone else, besides ive spent the whole of my life with you- 15 years. thats a freaking whole lot of time and definitely i feel that sometimes i spent more time with you compared to mum. youre always the first one who knows my exam results and for this exam, you can no longer be the first. this has been really hard for me to accept and i tend to distract and make myself tired at night so that i wont think about you and start whinning and crying. please, come back soon, i really miss you. i miss your long, nice smelling hair and fat chubby hands. PLEASE, COME BACK.
aunty i miss you, i really do.

2009-10-27T04:17:00.000-07:00

just plain childishness.

2009-10-22T02:48:00.000-07:00

dead blog? pretty much. been a long time since i last blogged. alot has been happening- all in the negative sense. school's ending soon and im so thankful. results suck and i feel really fustrated coz i really did study really hard. wtf is this for man.

2009-10-14T06:17:00.001-07:00

its really hard to let go, especially since youve spent the last 15 years of your life with her. i feel like things would all change w/o her and i would miss her so much. when she has to go, she has to go. but i would really like you to know, i do miss you and most importantly (though ive never said it to you before), i love you.

2009-09-15T05:25:00.000-07:00

i totally lose trust in her after what she did. besides, we've been friends for years and thats what she does in return. utterly disappointed that she's so childish and immature. grow up will you?

so, haven been updating much and school's reopen. today after school we had dnt rendeling (sp) course and ive got to say i totally had my opinion of this course changed 360 degrees. i thought it would be all boring and stuff but i was totally wrong. the colouring/shading was really fun and i really love looking at the end product. so today, we had to complete rendelling one handphone and i did my handphone in baby blue- which i totally regretted, should hv gone for a darker colour to produce more contrast. but still, the final product was kinda satisfactory- though i thought the one i did fr zh was looking much chio-er. zh and simwj took picxz of all our phones and i shall wait till either one sends it to me either way :D so there's trg tmr and there's tuition on either thurs or friday. why is my life so packed?

2009-09-07T05:58:00.000-07:00

hi all. today's day one of the sept school holidays and i spent today going to ikea to revise. weird right, i know. met up with Jbel and weishan and we shuttle bus-ed there. ate some kiddy meal coz we were cheapskate- $1.5 only sial. then we studied for like only 1hr? and then we went walking around. i bought like $14 worth of stuff from ikea and i paid for a plastic bag. how environmental friendly yea? haha. then we went over to giant just to 'blow aircon' and oh yea, i got cat treats for my babies too. came home after that and eunice came over. going out tmr agn, and i hope to be able to get my hands on tt top.

2009-09-01T00:34:00.000-07:00

oh hi :D these pic were all uploaded from pb bcoz blogger aint working agn. er, webcam-ed with sista ytd \m/ and oh yea, i 'picked up' another 3 more kittens from the drain. they're so freaking cute i couldnt bear to just let em get soaked by the rain so i brought them up. kinda hesitant to let it down, but i definitely know i cant keep even one more- much less 3. so i guess i have to let them down later, and feed them on sneakily- since momma cnfm will flare up if she knows ive fed em.

this morning, went for breakfast with sista and aunty at the coffeeshop- me and sista cycled thr, so much funxz. then we went to 201 in search for bananas :D failed to find any that we wanted- there were so many bananas but they werent of the type we were looking for; didnt know there were so many kinda bananas though. bought ice cream and ice popsicle and doughnuts bcoz we thought the weather was hot, but as soon as we stepped out of the supermarket; it looked as though it was gona rain and it sure did. :)

p/s: brownie was lost for one whole night (ytd) and we found him in our neighbour's hse. crazy cat.

pp/s: im super happy today's a sch holiday.

ppp/s: im super super duper happy next week 's sch holiday.

pppp/s: im super happy coz * was v talkative.

ppppp/s: im sad coz there's sch tmr- work.

pppppp/s: im happy coz there's sch tmr- i can see *.

OH VANESSA~ HOW CONTRADICTORY YOUR LIFE IS.

2009-08-31T01:10:00.000-07:00

something really pissed me off today and it totally spoilt my mood for the rest of the day. cant really imagine how idiotic and irresponsible some ppl can be. pushing jobs to one person and slacking thr in pretence of being a maiden in need of some hero's rescue. omg, but gimme a blindfold and lemme be ignorant of whatever's going on.

2009-08-22T06:28:00.000-07:00

im feverish now with nth beta to do coz we didnt hv to go over to granny's today. just made some adjusments to the profile pic and discription. oh and ive collected my tix already. went down to town to collect em and i almost died bcoz the weather was so merciless; i think ive got a sunburnt. oh well, suposedly there's supposed to be 2 photos but i dunoe why they cant appear. and im still feeling v tired though ive done very little things, why? really random things im talking about today coz srsly my brain cant squeeze anything out now, probably tmr?

p/s: im still a sucker at maths- but i think the tcher suck more
pp/s: i was supposed to fast with syafiq today but ironically i ate more than i usually do
ppp/s: hmwk still not done
pppp/s: im still feeling v tired- and im even more tired in classes
ppppp/s: i beta stop p/s- ing
pppppp/s: byebye! :[)

2009-08-20T06:28:00.000-07:00

today's SFL was absurbly unbearable, 'we' were so noisy that we had to stay back till 220pm to finish the damn movie- which was in my opinion, kinda nice/touching but the atmosphere for it was totally wrong. mr koh had to pause the movie once the noise level went up and i swore he paused for at least 5 times. it was getting so much on my nerves that i had the urge to stand up and just ask them all to shut up. so what did i do? i slept, i read magazines, and i did something embarassing to weishan. im sooo sorry weishan! heheheks.

and then after that, which was like abt 245pm, we went for lunch and jeze was sooo nice, she treated me korean ramyun. so me, in return treated drinks. happy muchie! and then i went to buy sweets. :[) ok la, i gtg alrdy. byebye.

chio hehs!

2009-08-11T05:51:00.000-07:00

i despise bullies who go around gallivanting and picking on people smaller in size compared to them and just bash them up for no particular reason. this is ridiculous. * im referring to no one in particular- i just felt this way after watching this show whereby this poor young boy had to be admitted into the hospital bcoz his fellow classmates hit him.
oh yea, btw.
HAPPY BDAY JULIAN AND EUNICE AND FARIZWAN! HAPPY 15th.

2009-08-06T20:07:00.000-07:00

eh, blogger's gone mad agn. but wtv, my main motive for blogging today is just to hv a shout out: TO ALL E3 PARTICIPANTS OF INTERCLASS GAMES (SOCCER/CAPTAIN BALL) LETS TAKE CENTER STAGE TMR AND ROCK THE WHOLE SHOW OK! I KNOW WE CAN DO IT!!!

2009-08-04T20:41:00.000-07:00

woah, there's geog test and geog homework that still hasnt been done and yet im here online- surfing the net. well, who cares we all need a time to call our own. seriously, this week has sucked so far, and it sucked even more today when i realised i got prefect duty, like agn. but nvm, since fahmi also has duty, this means i can have recess with him aft duty, good thing? i think so. ive alot of pictures with me now, but coz ive just changed my phone i dunnoe where the hell the cable is so i cant upload. haha, anyway i dont think you'd wana see them anw, its all my zilians. hahahahaks.
and to this particular someone(s):
dont think i would get pressurized by you, you suck even more than anyone can imagine. i wont get angry over this kinda thing coz that would just mean you'd get ur way. IM GOING TO BE THE NICEST PERSON YOUVE EVER MET FROM NOW ON, ~~just not towards you.~~

2009-07-31T05:56:00.000-07:00

OMG, can you believe it?! blogger's resume functioning normally already! the font the font size, EVERYTHINGGG! happieee :[)

so hi, recently i think sch's been fine and this week has past by v quickly- in the blink of an eye. really cant rmb what i did past this week. but all i rmb-ed was the torturous PT session by coach on wednesday's trg. it was v xiong and i think the sec1s might hv been scared out of their asses :X who knows they'll all quit next week. and also i got a healthy choker/necklace, the one that has the magnetic field inside, which supposedly is to remove fatiqueness. and syafiq took it from me and wore it, and he said he swore he could feel the difference. i LMAO-ed. ok, ive gt severe cramps now and it doesnt get beta though ive ate pills and put on hot pad on my tummy. save meee!

2009-07-31T03:14:00.000-07:00

wah lan, until now still cannot upload photo/choose font/font size. freaking irritating sial. i guess that means i hv to upload photos to photobucket then embed them here. and the peectures will be damn bigass coz i uploaded them frm pb. and also, its really random photos :[)

GOODBYE!

2009-07-26T18:40:00.000-07:00

i shant blog more till this bitch recovers. also coz i think im gonna b really bz from tmr onwards.
toodles \m/

2009-07-25T17:34:00.000-07:00

blogger is sucha BITCH.

2009-07-24T18:10:00.000-07:00

whats freaking wrong with blogger? i cant upload pictures. its really irritating coz i got SO MANY kobe bryant piccas to upload. goddamn, school has been really entertaining for me. there's this sudden craze for 猜拳, i dunoe how to translate it to english but its just like those kinda games ppl play in pubs. weird right. i wana so badly upload photosss!
p/s: i saw my pri sch friend @ kobe bryant's too.
pp/s: THANK YOU CHRISTINA FOR THE TIXXX!!! APPRECIATED MUCH!!!

2009-07-20T19:31:00.000-07:00

i was supposed to do my chem hmwk, like now. but heck, let's blog first. suprisingly, there's training today and i bloody had to rush home and back to sch within 30 mins with my gears. actually ive alot of photos to upload, but my goddamnidiotfuglybitchybastardyfreaking phone had to die on me AGN.

PISSED OFF.

2009-07-17T19:29:00.000-07:00

2009-07-17T19:23:00.000-07:00

i still hate Mr XX, but i decided that i shan't care more abt him. today was fun though sch was like ever boring. i guess it was only after sch that was fun. doing maths/chem 'revision' w chris. she was the only one that was doing work, i was reading magazines. erm, we stayed in sch till abt 4pm and we discussed about all the tabloids tt was gg on. adam lambert has a boyf and they were spotted holding hands. and fyi, his boyf looks kinda amazing- he has the mannequin kinda look. why are handsome guys always gays? argh, wtv. and also, english proj has been filmed and i think my grp kinda rocked it. i (L) my grp's video v much coz its so chio.
oh yea and ytd eunice, jeze, diana, weijie and zhaohao came to my hse to film their eng proj and they left only at like 8pm. really pitied them coz they still hadnt editted their vid when it was 8 and they had some prob w their vid, thank god ms fardy was absent today. and i finally realised that sometimes, you hv to know a person better before you start realising his/her true colours, ive learnt my lesson. and s.hole, u know i hate you so stop putting on that kind of innocent look on that sickening face of yours as though u dont know i hate you. i wont say tt im that innocent and pure, but at least im nt sucha scary 2 faced monster as you. you think youre good looking? pls, look in the mirror, if u dont hv one i can kindly lend you mine. have u ever saw a neigh neigh?

we're superstars in the making yooo

her fringe makes me go LOL. it covers half of her face okieee!

she posted my IC pic in her bloggie too. but isn't she so cute in this picca?

2009-07-14T19:06:00.000-07:00

edited!
-to those who saw what i wrote, just keep mum ok.

2009-07-13T21:31:00.000-07:00

mr ng should feel freaking proud of me bcoz ive completed the circles wskt. tsktsktsk. am currently stuck doing chinese reflection and its damn dumb coz i dont get a word the news article is talking about. its like arabic to me, i think i understand arabic even more than chinese now a days. what is becoming to this world mangxxz.

handsome; not? diana says he looks like mr azwuan tan, i LMAO-ed.

p/s: i still hvn written anything for my chi reflection. :D

2009-07-11T21:05:00.000-07:00

it takes me monkey ages to upload these photos coz they're from my cam, but i so happen to accidentally dlt 2 of them, how dumb. we ( me, sista and maryann ) made choco fondue today, though it didnt tasted nice, it was the product that we made through our efforts, so yea i could taste the tears and sweat. ( how fake -.- )

2009-07-10T21:23:00.000-07:00

hi all im super pissed off now, coz my freaking dumbass cat just shit/vommited on my bed agn! its been the 4th/5th time this week and it just infuriates me coz i hate changing bedsheets, its tedious you know.

happen to find this scrn shot while SS-ing with fahmi the other day. he looks like he's picking his nose. gross!

2009-07-09T04:36:00.000-07:00

hi people. long time since i last posted. recently, i dunnoe if its the current craze but i realised almost every girl is using that kinda springy rubber band kind. i hv one too, but i feel its kinda weird to use a piece of string to tie it on your hair la. wtv, no offence to anyone though. this week was a short one cause we didnt hv to go to sch on monday. tuesday after school, i train- ed all the way to eunos after doing the english sgem proj at eunice's hse for tuition. damn tedious for me, cause i hv to travel to eunos twice a week for tuition. then on wednesday, which was ytd, we ( jeze, diana, eunice and weishan ) went to weishan's hse for chinese proj. i basically just slacked over there while the other siao zhabor-s laugh for no particular reason. crazy gals. then today, after school, went to but lunch first, then went over to mac for their double chocolate frappe. superbly nice! haha. then went to jasmine's hse to BOF marathon. i brought along the BOF disc, and we ( me, jasmine and jeze) BOF-ed all the way. jeze had to leave at abt 4pm+? cause she had tuition while i left at abt 6pm+. so that means we had been watching BOF for like abt 4 hrs straight, damn shiok mangxxz. and im proud to say that i hv been loving and idolising and admiring LEEMINHO & KIMBUM for a week? hahaha, ive been dreaming of them daily man. and u can ask jasmine, she's so pissed off cause i keep mentioning them both in sch. so much so that it pisses her off. hahaha. and i must thank jasmine for the past week and probably forever cause she's my toilet partner. she always goes to the toilet with me for no reason, like we can go 2 times within 2 periods. hahahaha. i think the teacher thinks we hv bladder problem.

sometimes its really heartwarming to hv nice friends to be with you through your sch years, but sometimes we may forsake them and a friendship bond just breaks like this. so i must really thank those who hv been there for me throughout these times. esp for those from my clique: EDWINA, CHRISTINA, JEZE & XY ( though u hv been MIA for this past week :D ) and prolly jodie? thank u babes!

saw russel lee in tamp popular. damn! who can see him when he's dressed like tt. look so dumb

hokaiddo icecream! i had 2 in 2 days.

i cut my hair last weekend, though its like no really obvious. but i dont mind.

2009-07-03T21:32:00.000-07:00

woah, nice ~~nipples~~ gaga!

creditxxz: ChRiStInA :)

2009-07-02T20:54:00.000-07:00

sry for the lack of updates, sch's started and its been keeping muah bz. i cant blog anymore, bz w hmwk. and fahmi was a vommiting merlion today, he sprayed out water and wet his pants, haiz, i think he needs pampers. muahahahahahahahaha :')

chinese, huawen, zhongwen

2009-06-26T19:07:00.000-07:00

today was chinese project, and diana pissed me off early in the morning cause i couldnt contact her at all. freaking angry at that time, but it turned out that she overslept. met ws and bought the ingredients, went back to her hse. did hmwk while waiting for diana to come. started cooking. actually it was ws's mother who was cooking the most. and ws's mum's chicken rice is superb! damn delicious. i ate 2 bowls of rice :D hahahaha. then i continued doing homework and only left ws's hse at 5pm. thats all for today. byebye!

BYE MICHAEL, he's dead. D:

i like my hair colourrr. its like... ...brown. haha

you like my ear? haha, i do.

twilight- ing

diana insisted, and then she hid :/

hardworking lehxxxz

day spent with mom, sis, granny and cuz

2009-06-25T20:52:00.000-07:00

well it all happened like this. on this fateful tuesday afternoon after i got up at an amazing time of 12pm, me and sis went out tgt with mom, granny and cuzzie. to suntec we went and we ate at just asia. cuz and sis went to the fountain thingy while i snap snapshots and took their candids. after which, we went to another marketplace where granny and mom bought those kind of chinese herbs(?) those scallops, seaweed that kind. whats tt called? dried goods? no idea. sis began playing with my camera in the van and took alot of pictures. after dropping granny and cuz off, sis mom and me went to east point for grocery shopping and we bought random stuff from popular. that marks the end of my tuesday.

im so goddamn sian cause i hvn finish my hmwk and sch's starting in like 3 days time. and im so super sad mangxxz.

i love my granny!

im shy, what can i say?

LEEYONGDAE

2009-06-22T22:14:00.000-07:00

i know im like a stalker, but i just cant get enough of LEEYONGDAE! hehehe, was re watching the indonesia cup with daddy and i kept snapping shots of leeyongdae, non stop ok! and daddy joined in my fun, hahaha. u see, the last few pics, he's half naked and all those stupid aunties were fighting for his jersey, god damn it. ITS MINE OK!!!

2009-06-20T17:19:00.000-07:00

no doubts, i purposely hv the same song in my playlist by both kris and adam. and its damn obvious who has the beta voice. *wink*

badm friendly

2009-06-18T19:34:00.000-07:00

yea, here i am to blog agn. today was really fufilling. and i had ALOT of fun today. today was friendly match against greenridge sec sch and we all had alot of fun, well maybe just me. met up at 800am with the whole team plus coach at the mrt station, and we trained all the way to jurong east which took us an hr plus and guess what, our whole team conquered like 1/2 of the cabin, uber shiok-ness mangxxz. then we transferred to the lrt and we being the sua ku were hoping sooo much that there would be some thrilling parts in the lrt. but coach spoilt our fun by saying " this is a PUBLIC TRANSPORT. it cant be tt fast anw " awww, why did he have to do that.

reaching there, we went up to their hall and started warm up + trainings. overall i would say that we did ok, and we won quite a number of matches. happy muchieee. i played 2 matches of doubles and i had fun too. we went off at about 2pm and trained all the way back agn. on the way back, i had the upmost fun possibleee!!! tat hoi was using my phone and he could get the weirdest kinda ever possible addiction from playing HANDPHONE GAMES. like he got totally hooked on it. so me, candy and afian made use of the situation and got ourselves much laughter. since he was doing so many funny actions. damn funnehxxz mangxxz. tathoi/ tatsang alighted at tanahmerah and tathoi actually initiated to go bedok for makan, but on second thoughts, better dunwan la, freaking far+ hot. i'll die. reached tampines, had lunch at KFC with diana and dawn. supposed to catch a movie with diana, but the time slots were all so late. gave movie a skip and we went walk walk instead. bought my rubber bands already. happy.

and thats all i hv today. anyone wana do hmwk with me tmr? im desperately in need of help w hmwk.

oh and fishcake(!), my left eye is swollen. coach say i looked at too many guys already, yea i wish yea?

see these 2 ahma sitting on the floor. send to stomp ahxxz! hahaha.

look at these 2 vids!~ tat hoiii~

2009-06-13T14:20:00.000-07:00

aviva spore. lee yong dae. he's muscular mangxxxz.

droolxxxz~!

2009-06-12T23:00:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5jue0wPP7Zs&feature=related
freaking funny.

idolise

2009-06-12T19:56:00.000-07:00

hihihixxxz! yulebaifenbai just now was hilarious. xiaozhu was teaching zhandongliang how to dance, and i dunnoe wassup with dongliang, but he seems really goondoo at dancing. :D but i had a hell lot of fun watching, made me laugh like siaooo. and i think luozhixiang is absolutely smokin hot. go watch his mv 搞笑. i got so pissed off looking at him kissing tt girl. hahaha. and i just rmb- ed, that day at kbox, we sang his song- 搞笑, and i was so freaking pissed off with tt girl, getting all jealous and stuff, and diana and jeze started laughing at me. muahahaha

happy muchieee, cause there's training 2 times next week. yesss! and fahmi's back todayyy!!! double happiness!!! imma gonna tell him all abt adam lambert's sexual orientation and him hv- ing a crush on kris allen. did you guys all know that? okok, lemme detail- ise ok :D haha. there was this interview with the rolling stones, where adam admitted being gay. i totally felt like strangling myself upon reading tt. and what else, kris allen was his somehow target. and whats worse is that, kris allen is married. ive ever asked fahmi if he was and he said kris wasnt. totally didnt expect this sia. kris!!! FOR MORE DETAILS OF THIS NEWS, THIS IS THE LINKIEEE! :D

IM HEART BROKEN D:
http://entertainment.sg.msn.com/news/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3371437

on a ligter note, ive completed 9 pages of chemistry. and thats all ive done so far.bye, ending w a photo of yours truly. yay me!

2009-06-11T18:49:00.000-07:00

oh hi.i only got 3 mintues. mom's rushing me. these pics are ytd's @ kbox w jeze and diana. today was training and im so flushed now. just went for a run round my estate and i climbed 11 stories WITH WEIGHTS. so goddamn happy, mom's treating me to a back massage now. byebye.

quick update

2009-06-08T19:18:00.000-07:00

hi all! imma following sista for her haircut. pondering and wondering if i should cut mine too. tempted but i still think i prefer my current hair. its long enough for me to braid it, goddamn estatic mangxxz! hahaha. really gtg. oh yea, i bought this wonderfullest dress/pinafore ytd. really pretty dress=super happy me. :) byebye

i feel like a little girl; cause i braided my hair.

2009-06-06T16:11:00.000-07:00

heheheks, finally a post from me yea? dunnoe wassup with me too. but just that since my laptop's batt always runs out pretty quickly, and i cant be bothered to upload that tons of photo, hence ive been pushing back the posting. sry yea. summing up what i did recently:

last day of sch, classmates & teachers held a mini celebration for me and ws. they bought cake. thank you 3e3- ians v much! appreciated much. photos grabbed from umaimah's blog.
after sch on the last day, went out to tm/cs with diana and jezebel. they treated me to night at the museum 2! superb show. and i also received my pressie for xinyu/jeze/weishan/edwina. thank u babes!
parent teacher dialogue duty on saturday. took 1n2. had a really difficult parent, he can just go to hell man. took mirror classes with ISMAIL! hahaha, had alot of fun talking to him.
went to escape, and i took wet and wild. so proud of myself.
monday had the umpire theory exam, met up with chris and she gave me my present. thanks alot. i like the 小强 and the pillow alot, thanks.
exam was simple, left 30mins after the paper started when it was suppose to be a 2 hr paper.
went for lunch at KFC- kallang with my new found friends. lindi, kenneth, wenjun(?) and of course chris.
dad picked me and chris home.
since it was my bday, family had a suprise for me. they bought cake and suddenly they shocked me with the cake and their singing. super touched. and i cried :O
tues had training, legs and arms were aching like siao.
wednesday went to expo for john little sales, bought really random stuff.
thurs- training.
friday, slacking at home. terrible and i mean terrible stomach cramps.
today- tuition, violin, and home.

vaL's bday.

2009-06-05T15:22:00.000-07:00

yea, and if you didnt feel guilty, why did u edit the post? i mean its pretty obvious how u know youve erred. come on la, why are u talking about reality tv shows when we arent even in one. attracting readers? i think thats what ever blogger try to do when they publish a post, if not, why do you even bother setting up a blog?

im 15!

2009-06-01T21:06:00.000-07:00

happy bday to me! :)
thanks people for the wishes and presents. appreciated much.

i hate you all

2009-05-15T19:06:00.000-07:00

nono, i didnt disappear!

woah, exactly one week since i last posted! what to do, exams' re more impt yea? though i dont think so, not exactly. well, if you' re asking me how i think i fare for the exams, i would say, i think i did just well enough to break from the single digits kinda marks. i was and seriously am very stressed out throughout this whole exam period thing, and having some teeny weeny problems regarding some matters, that wasnt helping much. i remembered studying for geog, and i suddenly just broke down because firstly, i really knew that there wasnt enough time for me to finish revising everything, and secondly, cause i felt all of a sudden, that things werent going my way this time. not at all. thank goodness, edwina was beside me all this while, helping me be it whether regarding studies or whether about this common someone we were talking abt. thank you alottt man! i love you babe. and i realised during this exam period, ive been binging alot, which means eating alot. and i eat, not because im hungry, but because i just have to have something for me to chew in my mouth. is that a disorder? i hope not.

ok, so whats been up in my life recently. oh yea, gorgor went to japan. and she's already back ystd, even though i didnt go to the airport to pick her up as planned to. D: sry gor, i was busy revising- as if. and i seriously hope she buys me alot of souviniers, as she promised to. she promised me kitkats of different flavour, probably some other cute cute stuff- hello kitty? hehehes. so just lemme sum up what i did this whole week yea? since i dont feel like going on and on talking abt neither this nor that. oh yea, last saturday, daddy bought me and sis a cheer up tee, you know the giordano one, yea? hahaha, i bought it in a bigger size, and i wore it as an oversized tee. happy much. piccies first? yea.

alrighty, lemme just summarise what i did this past week, which passed so quickly. omg i cant believe it.

monday- was suppose to do revision with weishan, and she was suppose to meet me at my hse at 1100am. but she woke up late, and i was a little pissed off, so i thought she was gonna slp the whole of the day away, so i asked dingyuan if he was free. so happen he was, and so happen, weishan called me, and so we both went bus- ing down to dy's. went up, started revising. ok, it seems like i was the only one revising, dy was busy using my phone, sms- ing random people, while weishan was... i dunnoe what she was doing. hehehes. but all i rmb -ed was dy kept using my and his phone to sms this person, and omigawddd it was damn awkward la. hahaha, and dy's mom came home. hahaha, and dy went to whitesand to buy food. me and weishan just kept revising, and when he came back, he bought alottt of food. and he bought our share too. awww, im so touched. hahahahas. kept crapping all the way, and his mom's cheese cake was v nice. hahahaha. we stayed till abt 5pm then dad came to fetch me home. was super kiasu and went to popular to buy assessments book for maths exam which was the next day. this is what i call super last minute revising la! but i still managed to revise enough to get me through the next day. thank gawdieee. hahahahas.

this pic was taken by i dunnoe who. i found it in my phone and since it was the only one piccie that i had taken on tt day, just post it up la yea? hahaha.

tuesday was el paper 2 and maths paper 2. they were both okay, but seriously, i dunnoe how i 'll fare. as for wednesday, chem and geog. i think i did terrible! cries* thurs, ss and maths 1, my hands were like already sore from writing all that crap in ss, and when it was maths, i seriously couldnt concentrate, and i dunnoe why. today was physics. what can i say? huh? physics was so simple that i stared at the paper for 10 complete minutes before deciding to try and i mean try one qn. which was what was the speed of sound in air. dumbass, but at least i know the ans was 3x10^8. at least i secured one mark there. gawd, i know im damn pathetic. okok stop stop, i dun wana go on and on. shut up vanessa. stop.

oh yea, and my latest crush. he's so super duper handsomeee! but i heard he's gay. D: sobxs. hehehehe, adam lambert!!!

it was like, i saw him during the auditions and i already thought, woah that 's a really good looking dude. and then i didnt follow american idol only till ystd when i saw him and i was like " god, this guy can sing, and he has the looks too! " hahahaha. handsummm right. i also like kris allen. he's fahmi's brother. hahaha, as claimed by fahmi himself. :D ohkidokie, i think this pretty much sums up my week, and i gotta go now. :) ciaos people.

p/s: thanks fahmi for the sms-es last night, i was suffering from insomia. hahaha, but i still k.o. before you did. hehehe, thanks anw.

friends?

2009-05-08T21:24:00.000-07:00

hi, im here to blog agn and imma feeling kinda moody now. and please bear with my incoherent typing because im currently listening to some mando pop. this moody feeling just came to me like awhile ago and the cause of it, if i were to tell you, is definetly something that will make you go " wtf ". so imma not gonna say anything yea? anyway, school this week has been equally tedious for me, though today we only studied for like 3 hrs and were dismissed at 1030am due to speech day. but because of the kinda feelings and emotions that i was undergoing throughout the whole week, together with my monthly thing, nothing seemed to work out for me, and i guess i appeared to be emo to friends this past week. probably because i dun feel like opening up and telling everyone my troubles, thats why im bottling it all inside of me, and suprisingly, i managed to bottle it up quite sucessfully. today was one of the lightest- mood days i ever had during this week.

we kicked off the day with 2 period of physics- which was omg-please-save-me boringgg. i was practically stonning and counting down the minutes and seconds, while ms tay didnt even seem to bother and care at all. she's perhaps already immune to it, i guess this happens in all of her classes. then was 1 period of SS, another dry subj and i could very well see myself falling asleep but thank god, i didnt, because mdm noreen was going through some impt skills, ISE, reliability, etc. then was english, and thank god thank god, ms fardy allowed us to do pairwork & thank god thank god agn, i paired up with fahmi and thank god thank god thank god, eng was enjoyable! while sitting with fahmi, supposedly to complete the compre qn and summary, we told each other jokes and since we were the kind that laughed easily, we broke out into loud loud laughters for i dunnoe how many times- since fahmi's jokes were all so horny and funnehhh. you people wana hear em', ask me, i'll be more than willing to tell!

after school, met up with edwina, whose class was taking so freaking long cause they were taking some class photos or something. while waiting, told weishan some horny jokes. edwina was finally ready and we went down to dnt room to collect my violin- i forgot to bring it home since like monday and it has been lying in the dnt room since monday, woah. edwina followed me back, and an impromptu decision to go out. sry to eunice, last minute decision to go out with edwina, promise to go out with you one fine day, someday yea? so yea, me and edwina went to eastpoint, since we thought that tamp mall/ cs/ t1 was definetly filled with alot of people. so yea, edwina forbade me to change out of my sch u, so i had to wear uni there leh, wth or what. only changed my shoes.

and we were complete goondoos, we took the wrong bus and hence, had to get down at the interchange and we trained there instead. so much for edwina confirmation of " 18 can go simei la, cnfm!" hahaha, in the end, train was still a safer choice. went up level by level, and i bought my mothers day gift already, after like searching like siao. bought a plain tee and some tshirt- draw- on- markers. they're markers that allow u to draw on teeshirts without it fading. cool right! decorated the teeshirt upon reaching home. so to conclude today, i bought quite a number of things without spending a bomb (which is a good thing). and now, the next item on my " to- buy- list " is cover up sandals, and i want it black/ gold in colour please. i think cotton on has them. prolly gonna check it out sundaeee!

okok, and to end my post, one of my fugliest pictures. but i have and must post it, to show those teachers that we students are sleep deprived because of the humongous amount of homework/ test/ revisions etc. they give us. check out my beautiful eyebags. omg they're freaking pre...eee...tt...yyy...!!! cant imagine im saying this. and i just realised while blogging, i completely forgot about what i was fretting abt earlier on, hence i conclude that, indeed blogging is a good way of venting fustrations and keeps you away from troubles. THE END~

2009-05-05T20:56:00.000-07:00

i really wonder how come i hv the time to blog now, when i should be studying/ revising for the exams which are like next week. i guess, i cant be bothered too much yea? and also, im having terrible cramps and backaches. lovable aunty decided to visit me today when i was in sch, thank god i noticed fast.

seems like the swine flu is in so called " happening " thing now. and now, it seems to me like the SARS period. cause we' re taking our temperatures like 2 times a day and they 're asking us to go back to our class once we reach school, hence, imma no longer able to meet up with clique anymore in the morning le. boohoohoo. D: today after sch, really have to thank edwina for accompanying me to tmart cause i was holding onto so many things, thank god she was there. and guess what i had for lunch today... ... PIZZAHUT! haha , super fulfiling. like since ive already had enough of KFC, foodcourt and MAC.

and oh yes people, did i tell you? that ive adopted another kitten and we named it pepper/ pepperica/ peppy/ baby/ little devil. hahahahha , thats the kinda names we came up with and have been calling it all of them ever since. show you peopole its pic, lets say *awww* tgt ok? ready? hehehehohoho.

cute right, and dont see it small small, its very playful leh! like seriously. and its another been a week or more that vivian had left us to NZ, and so happen that day, i managed to videocall / audiocall with her. and she was LOL-ing at me when i didnt know i was already on the mic talking- and fyi, i was talking to my sis abt some random stuff which made vivian laugh. kuakuakua, blur as always la me, sotong. so yea, while talking, took a screen shot of her w/o her knowing. hahahhaa. vivi! i miss you leh, come back soon.

and she was telling me that the temp there now is like freaking 12 deg C. and i didnt know it was so cold, and i started suan-ing her cause she was wearing a jacket. okok, see the piccie then. sry for the bad quality, its not my webcam, its hers ! hahahahaha .

and i gotta go now. Byebye!

i dont know whats wrong with us these few days

i think we cant be as close as we were anymore

the feeling of being alone

2009-05-04T21:18:00.000-07:00

yo, here for a quick update, though i thought i would post a proper one today. firstly, today's gorgor's bday, so happy bday gorgor, may u enjoy your trip to japan this thurs. so since it was her bday ytd, she treated us to ichiban @ PP. the food there wasnt that nice anyway and the nice atmosphere over there was completly spoilt by those stupid toddlers who were whining and crying their small chicken hearts out over there, acting like spoilt brats. cause we were like in a enclosed room with 3 other families, the room was enclosed as stated, so the noise the babies produced were like maximised 13214087 times! goddamn irritating i swear i said " sayonara " v v v loudly when they left and walked pass our table. i know its rude, but isint it even ruder of them to let their toddlers continue whinning and crying and disturbing us other diners while they eat in peace- since they're already so used to the deafening sound. STUPID SPOILT BRATS! SCREW THEM!

yea, so here are the piccies.

dont u people just love my cat collage wall :)

and yea, i bought breadou from action city

and out of boredom, i edited some piccies i took of my sis. and yes, do i like the effect.

might consider being a photographer some day. hmmm...

hahaha. seems really old right- the photos. antique leh!

byebye!

kuakuakua

2009-04-29T21:15:00.000-07:00

hi loveliesss. sorry if you have da squint to read this, but seriously, i cant stand those big words anymore. they're too biggg ? hahaha. right, back to track, i know i hvn been blogging for a really long time. like 2 weeks? woah, i guess thats the longest time ive ever abandoned my blog right? alot has been taking place within these 2 weeks that seriously, i feel that its difficult to even take a breather.

homework's been piling up and ive not been a good girl these few days- i did none of my maths homework at all, in fact, i dont even understand a shit that mr ng talking abt. alright, enough about the guilt la, its not like im not guilty enough. changed blogskin and imma sure im gonna change it into another one really soon, though now im like head over heels in (L) with it. so yea, whats been up lately? vivian's already left for NZ and we sent her off at the airport last sunday, and when i say we, i mean like more than 10 people. and ive gotta photo to prove:

there there. credits: http://onroadtrip.livejournal.com/

simply said, when we sent vivi off, there were alot of emotions. knowing really well we wont be able to see her again in near future just saddens me, though i didnt express it. had to leave early, even b4 vi went in the gates, cause apparantly, parents were awaiting for my return at home. had to leave. trained back with chris, and imma so thankful at least i got 2 snapshots with vi. *halleuiegh. f the spelling la. though indeed vi has kept to her promise and comes online often, the feeling just aint the same anymore. like cuz she's so far far away in NZ and imma so jealous the weather there is like cooling while here in singapore, everything's melting. i would just elope to another country cause of the weather, i swear.

doesnt vi just looks like some kinda superstar who everyone wana take photos with?

i dunnoe whats coming to me, but i just feel that i cant cope with maths now a days. why? because its in my mindset that nothing mr ng teaches would go into my head? or isit simply because i cant be bothered, i guess its both. okok, stop the rantings la. alright, and the rest is the pictures taken from the class blog on our trip to metta home. (: enjoy.

yea, and for this week and next, imma on duty- recess. goddamn it, i was superrr hungryehhh de la! english and chinese paper 1 tmr and i hvn even started memorising the freaking format. what has come to this world?!!!

2009-04-24T19:56:00.000-07:00

im really afraid you wont be my side anymore . i just came to realise how much i loved and depended on you . if you were to go , i think , seriously , nothing much makes up of my life anymore .

sorry

2009-04-21T19:55:00.000-07:00

i know i hvn been blogging for daysxxz . gimme abit more time yea ?

spread the love

2009-04-16T18:32:00.000-07:00

yay , im back from METTA and i must say , i really feel a huge sense of accomplishment now . previously , whenever people come telling me saying how happy and satisfied they feel after going on a trip to an old folk 's home , or help out with whatever charity stuff , i wont believe . but today , i was proved wrong . we walked from school to metta and it was a long and hot walk , we all sweated like crazy . but nevertheless , i still caught some candids of my fellow classmates . imma so happy that i brought my cam . see , we had fun even while walking yea ? hahaa .

then , like after say ... 15 mins ? we reached the place . on first look , i was seriously kinda scared , prolly cause it was their nap time , and i saw one sea of elderly lying down on those kinda hosp beds / their chairs (?) and the light was off . so yea , i think you could also prolly realise how dense the atmosphere was . we were then brought to the office (?) kinda area to put our bags down and we were in their conference room , when we decided to decide on what we were gonna later on , what kinda performance to put up for the elderly . but b4 that , we went to change into our RED shirt . and omg , i think i looked so much like little red riding hood . cause apart from my shirt which was red , my hairband was red too . then then then , had a lot of funny crappy time in the conf room with my teamates <3>

and like after i dunnoe how long , prolly aft the elderly woke up frm their nap did we went over to interact with them . at first , we were all shy and i went walking up and down the aisle ( like some kinda model like that ) tgt with bonnie , and we finally decided on one kind looking ahma and started talking to her , oh yea and thank god she spoke english . we went around to many elderly and one v cute ahma really left a deep impression in me .

because the only language she spoke was hokkien , i guess that was the only dialect i could communicate with her . and she was understanding too , as i slowly thought abt what was the hokkien word which i wanted to tell her . but i could understand what she was telling me , she was saying that she was very angry with her mom cause her mom didnt allow her to study . and guess what , she actually cried . omg , i was so flustered i didnt know what to do . ms ng consoled her , and yea , so did i . jasmine sang for her and so did i . she commented that i sang the best ! hahaha , :D jasmine must be really jealous . then came our performance which was really kinda impromptu . like we were suppose to dance and i guess out of 20 ppl , only 3 or 4 knew . so the rest just shaked our butts , clapped our hands and asked the elderly to join in . then was our song performance , not too bad i guess . i think i sang v loud leh , and kinda out of tune , hahha but no one knew . so ... shhhhhh ! :D the elderly joined in when we sang songs like 月亮代表我的心 , 甜蜜蜜 etc . so yea , was kinda nice . and there was this uncle who really boosted my confidence . cause i went " errr , those who know how to sing , sing with us , kayyy ? " and i stared at them . no response . and i wanted so much to run into the toilet to hide from embarassment , but this uncle went " okok ! i know how to sing ! " so cute right ! :D sang sang sang , and then me , qiuxian , jasmine and rina . we 4 solo -ed 下一个天亮 . really out of tune , but nvm , we 4 were the hyped up ones , who didnt mind embarassing ourselves yet bringing joy and laughter to the elderly . good job girls ! then , jeremy played the guitar and sang . soft though , but NICE . well , what can i say , ppl got band one leh . ahem ! :D

oh and after all the singing / performances , we went around cajole -ing the elderly to take pics with us . most of them said no at first , but after our constant persuasion ( more of forcing them i guess :X ) they relented and i have quite a number of them taken . see ! * look down * oh yea , and when i stood beside an elderly to take a pic , they would say im their granddaughter :D hahaa , imma so lucky to hv so many ahma and ahgongs :D they also said so to hazmi in chi , they prolly didnt know he isint chinese . :D

there there , this ahma called me and hazmi her grandchildren :D

then was their tea break , we gave them each tissue paper and the volunteer there put some kinda kuih on their tissue . looked delicious :D hahaha , mouthwatering . then we gave them a choice of either tea / plainwater . there was this ahma who was so freaking fierce lo , i asked her if she wanted a drink , she simply turned me and down and somehow shoo -ed me away . prolly nt use to strangers ba . they all looked so happy with their food , that me too , felt happy . soon , they had to leave , since they were leaving tgt in a bus , i guess to their home ba . so yea , we wheeled them out one by one , and i wheeled this lady who was so freaking cute . she said she would miss me and asked to come back another day . i agreed , even though i know chances of that are real slim , cause hw can anyone just enter and leave as and when they want ? so yea , just told her yes to make her happy . but seriously , i wouldnt mind coming back agn , in fact , i wana come back agn ! me , diana and jasmine said we would try to come back here aft our exams to help out , excited :D so yea , aft they finished eating ,and we cleared up , we went to clean the tables , moved the chairs and wash the cups . though tough , but fun !
bade the elderly byebye , and we went off the collect our bags from the conf room . and guess what , they gave us each a box of cup cakes ? which is kinda nice , but a lil toooooo sweet . i got the lemon flavoured one . everyone left one after another while me , diana and jasmine went for lunch - SUSHIII !
haha , and then mom came to bring me home , and yea . that sums up my sfl trip !

in conclusion : i had alot of fun today in METTA , and i really really feel that the elderly there are v poor thing D: seeing how sad they were when they started talking about their children started me feeling sad/depressed and what nots . they had sooo many children but yet none of them could take care of them , instead they had to leave their parents in a home , where they would feel so lonely and alone in . yes , although they may have friends , but i guess the kind of love they need wouldnt be coming from their friends but family . they 're already at sucha ripe old age , but yet they have to feel the agony and pain whenever it comes to reminiscencing abt their past / family . isint this disappointing or what . at this age , they should be enjoying life at home , taking care of grandchild , and being showered with love from family members , instead they 're stuck there , alone and lonely . seriously , seeing them today made me realise that , no matter how much of a hindrance your parents may seem to you , they're nt your toys whereby you throw them aside as soon as you find no use in them . i swear i 'll nv do that , never !

ok thats about it , ive been blogging for soooooo long liao ! ending off with MY BELOVED CLASS PHOTO ! 3E3 '09 <3

2009-04-12T21:22:00.000-07:00

css - ing now . go jarod !
9.22pm
yes jarod 's in to 2nd round !
10.11pm
fook , aijia ... i dont like her . boohoohoo !
jarod beta win her sial .
gonna slp now , results tmr lo !
10.33pm

friends ? i dont think so .

2009-04-11T18:47:00.000-07:00

yes , it was good friday yday , and for me who doesnt needa go to church , it was spent as a holiday and i had a jolly fun time out shopping with weishan at tampines 1 !
met her at regional library and walked to tamp 1 , since it was still quite early at that time , t1 was still quite empty so yea , we got the privilige of shopping without crowds . the mall was kinda huge ? there were alot of shops la . went to topshop first , cause it was the first shop that caught my eye , and people guess what , i bought a top within 10 mins D: freaking guilty . cause its the same design top as that of the one that i bought just last week , just that i bought a different colour . wei bought one too :D and topshop paperbag 's are so kwettt . me like . then we continued walking around , and tvym , i bought my 1 litre nike waterbottle . impluse buying agn . freak i beta stop this habit of mine . walked walked for quite awhile , then we decided to go over to tm and cs . those 2 malls were seriously v empty / quiet . their business were affected because of the new mall . went to eat first at CS foodcourt and bought katsu don agn . hahaha , really yummy . then , we went to my fav shop - cotton on , and * hides face * i spent $$ thr agn . but , seriously , my buy a v v v good one . a long cardigan for $5 leh ! and it was in pastel yellow , me like belly belly muchie . aft leaving c.o. , met up with jiasheng and bradley . intended to watch confessions of a shopaholic but the show times didnt match our itinery , hence we gave the idea of movie up . the guys wanted to watch fast and furious , but i was 100% against it . hahaha , and so was weishan . so while they watched f.a.f , me and
weishan went homeee .

weishan came to my hse lo , and we went to tapao food from a coffee shop and while waiting right , a black rat scurried across me before my very eyes . GAWDDD ! we ka-ree-ok-ed , since my hse had the k- disc and mic . haha , we were pratically singing off tune lo , k -ed all the way while val was hving tuition . then aft which , at abt 6 pm , we went swimming ! so long since i last swam . weishan went as well :D the water at the swimming pool was freaking cold and im so glad i didnt forget how to swim . but seriously , i was v tired and lethargic aft swimming just 2 laps , haiz 老了老了 . ws was v determined to swim , and so was my mom , so the two of them swam like continuosly . went to bathe at abt 8 pm , and guess who i saw : simweijie , sherman and zhaohao . they were there to accompany weijie for his life saving course , so aft we bathed , we went over to see the guys . sherman and zh were anticipating wj to take off his shirt . and sherman was complaining abt his bad haircut . parents and sis left first , while me and ws stayed to look at wj swim . went to the upper deck with zh and s , and we laughed at wj , damn bad of us . left soon aft and i dunnoe why , but i suffering from severe stomach cramps at that time . since weishan decided to stayover at my hse for ytd night , we had to actually walk to her hse to get her clothes , then walk back to my hse . but obviously my stomach couldnt take it , so we taxi -ed instead . thanks ws for the cab . costed her 5 bucks . the freaking taxi driver drove one big round , and he pretended nt to know the way while the meter ran . bastard .

so yea , weishan slept over and we stayed up till abt 12pm and then we KO-ed . morning , dad sent ws back and we went for tuition . came back home , and started painting the corridor area ,and now im covered in paint D: cause we had to paint the shoe rack area , we had to bring down all the shoes , and ppl , be astounded at how much shoes my fam own . and thats nt all , there 's still about 1/3 more thats in the shoe boxes .

p/s : gonna hv to wake up at 630 am tmr , cause gg to the cemetery . goddamn sian .
Though a goldfish memory person I am but I can remember things we use to do, places we use to go and moments we use to share together when I was young. These memories left concrete prints in me that there is no way one can remove it just like that.

still water runs deep , i 've misjudged you .

2009-04-09T18:48:00.000-07:00

no one sfl trip turns out well for me , not at all . today 's sfl was to LTA , and on the way there , sat with zhaohao and played the song guessing game tgt with simweijie , jeze , diana and jasmine . super hilarious and we were laughing damn freaking loudly , i really wonder why mr tan didnt scold us . when it was me and zhao hao 's turn to charade them , i was hving the time of my life , like i told them the direct translation of that song title . eg , there was this song ' 鸽子 ' and i promptly said ' pigeon . ' crap or what . LTA was v nice , it was v modernized and the aircon was freezing cold .

then , there was this quiz / game thingy and whichever grp collected the most number of sweets would win . syafiq 's grp played cheat la , they used the wrapper - which they took like earlier on , put an eraser in it and claimed that it was a original one . of course , throughout the trip , we took photos .

this was taken in the toilet , when we were standing directly opposite this huge mirror , and bonnie suggested a grp shot . i guess most of 3e3 '09 girls are in here , except for those who were either in the toilet at that time , or those who werent even in the toilet . guess we look ... not too bad huh . waited for edwina to come back to ES and we went home tgt ( sooo long since i went back tgt with her . ) grrr ! Those Stupid People! Those 2 faced Monsters! Those Losers who have no better thing to do!Urgh, i'll kill them with Laser Eyes and French Nails. please , its pin pointing no one in particular . dont be so sensitive :)

oh yea , and did i mention , me and sis went shopping last saturday with my cousin . like how kool can that be , going shopping with your cousin . we went to vivo city and seriously , that was the only one shopping trip throughout my life i really felt that it was really SHOPPING ! because , seriously , we bought almost everything that caught our eye and we went back with like many many bags . and im so super happy that i bought a top from topshop ! like finally , since sooo long ive longed to buy one . ok so lemme sum up what i bought on sat : a princess headband ( oh so effing cute it has a tiara on it as shown . ) , a top , caramel - choco waffle biscuits from candy empire ( we bought like 8 ! ) , some random stuff from daiso , old changkee , beard papa ( yumminess , the cream rockxxz man ! ) , and i guess thats abt it ? hahaha , i (L) my top muchhh !

oh yea , and i just bought a romper online . happy muchie . hope it arrives next week !

see cute right !

When there is a small black dot on a piece of white paper, most of the time, people would only focus on the dot and ask, why is there a dot that destroy the entire piece of paper. Very seldom do people realised that, there are a big portion of the white paper that was not destroyed and could still be used to write or for other purpose. In this case, I must admit I am one of the majority who sees only the black dot and ignored the white. And today itself, I have come to realised how, "Seeing things from a different perspective," could really make you a happier person sometimes.

would have started flaunting repertoire of profanities if this is not an open diary

2nd post for today

2009-04-07T21:55:00.000-07:00

oh freak ! david archuleta was in town today - bugis and i missed it . fahmi told me abt it but i simply couldnt make it , sobxxz . there goesss my daviddd ! D:

why , why him?

2009-04-07T06:13:00.001-07:00

hiakhiakhiak , decided to use a new font today , and i think it rocks ! have been down for gym duty today and was it boring . was doing up the badm noticeboard and now it looks damn striking . did maths throughout gym duty , and tyvm kaiyi for helping - though afterall , you still couldnt get the ans :D so , agn school was goddamn boring i was basically going to KO anytime . and till now , nth 's been done , i mean hmwk .

checklist .

hmwk ( cross )

dinner ( cross )

bath ( check )

packed uni / sch bag ( cross )

bathed my cat ( cross )

ok , so from here , you can very well see that i only bathed and thats the one and only thing i did from just now , pathetic or what .

and so , ive decided that im gonna continue and mug tonight , till i get all my hmwk done , and revised for tests / quizzes throughly . yes , even if it reaches 12 mn , idc ! this is what hmwk is abt what , exhausting us all out till we cannot take it and drop dead . well , i guess thats abt it for today . dreading tmr D:

i dread it when he looks at her .

i dread it when he smiles at her .

i dread it when he sms -es her .

i dread it when he humours her .

i dread it when he disturbs her .

i dread it when he loves her .

i hate it when she looks at him .

i hate it when she smiles at him .

i hate it when she sms -es him .

i hate it when she humours him .

i hate it when she disturbs him .

i hate it when she loves him .

2009-04-06T21:41:00.000-07:00

i posted this for the sake of fahmi , since he wanted everyone to know his intense (L) for britneyyy .

what the fuck is coming to this whole world man ?!

i feel utterly pissed off by some people , who just wont keep to their promises . who was the one that promised me she 'll be there , to accompany me , to see me through this . and yet now , she claims she forgot everything and just use this as an excuse . excuse me , like i dont think i ever did this to you , i never once broke my promise to you , i NEVER did . to think that i thought i had finally found a best friend , one who i could confide into , one who i could seek help from , but no , YOU proved me wrong . you knew very well i couldnt mix and mingle with them , but yet you decided to just leave me in the lurch , how could you . and now , the job 's left with just me and her , dont you feel guilty at all ? and you still had the balls to hang up the phone before i did . good job dude , youre very smart huh . to think your so called friends are more impt huh , the next time when you need help , dont come running to me because i know i 'll always be your second option . when your friends dont render the help that you need , then you come running to me . clever ! splendid ! impressive ! biatch !

yea , that was a paragraph which was typed about an hr plus ago , when i was feeling really angry and stuff . kinda simmer down liao , but still mad at that someone . please dont misunderstand , its definetly not you im talking abt . sch today was crazehhh , i wanted to go home sooo much . basically because i was dreading aft sch science practical , prefect duty and most importantly , the kind of feeling i was going through . i dont wana go further into that , its nt that impt abt how im feeling anyway , right ? being already kinda pissed off , that someone still had to go on further to piss me off more , so i was boiling v much already , and thank god , i came online and had some webbycammie fun with fahmi . only then ( which is now ) do i feel better and that i wont blame that anyone anymore . besides , i 've already said in the other post that im gonna stop bitching and gossiping right ? so i guess , being mad at someone counts too , so im gona stop , and i did . half and hr ago .

but still , i dont yearn to go to sch as much as i did one year ago when i was in 2e2 . i guess , it takes time to adapt to changes yea ? and i have to learn . i seem to loathe everything about sch now , even CCA - gasps . i used to loveee it so much . prolly because there 's no entertainment and laughter and joy anymore .

2009-04-03T21:50:00.000-07:00

hi all !

yes , another week has just passed and im so damn happy this misery has come to an end . not that sch is all abt suffering , but i would prefer to live in the comfort of my home . school today was short and a little of ... sweet ? was super happy in the morning due to some reasons which kinda uplifted my mood . had mt first , and was basically singing songs after songs with jeze , diana , xinhui , jasmine and ws . it seemed like as if i was their juke box . english , ms fardy was absent and our class was reliefed by mr tan , and god knows what happened to him , he was so super angry that he scolded wenchen his just because he changed his seats . everyone also changed lo , whats his prob man . as usual , maths periods seemed to past v fast , which was kinda good thing . recess - mood was fcuked up because of just one act . geog , sianned . maths , we had a quiz and i managed to do 1 out of the 2 questions , which was kinda achievement for me , since i used to do 0 out of 512359 qns in the past .

then went outside the hall and waited for hy and diana . decided on the design of the noticeboard and went tmart to buy the materials . came back to sch , totally gave up the initial plan of doing up the noticeboard and settled for badm instead . tummie was hurting all the while , so i didnt play much today . for the later part , the hall was quite empty , and we played 1 pt . tummie ached really badly , went to the toilet and threw up . felt alot better aft tt . then then then , shazrin played the piano for us , so damn freaking nice can ! apologise and another song , i cant rmb the name . i was so mesmerized , haha . guys who can play musical instruments are sooo handsomeee . hahaha , okok , stop it . went to tmart with diana , with the 2 big boards - since none of them had the initiative to take it , so much being a leader huh . walked to tmart , bought bbt and bus -ed back . thanks diana for helping me lug my shoe bag . me love ya lotxxz !

it really calls for a change .

2009-04-02T19:14:00.000-07:00

yes , ive decided to change . im gonna change for the better , and it was a song that prompted me to do so . im no longer gonna bitch , gonna gossip . no longer . i think everyone 's got enough of my nonsense already . good friends are really hard to come by these days and im not gonna just let it go , not so easily . friends are breaking up one by one , and i can say so too for my own circle of friends , and i guess im the cause of it , and i sincerely apologise . im not gonna leave ES with enemies . i know its still a very long way to that , and you might be thinking that ' why the hell is she thinking so far stretched ' , yes , it may seem to far stretched to you now , but that day will come , one day . and its gonna be there in a blink of the eye . whenever im having trouble with friends , studies etc , the only thing that comes to my head is to run straight home and live in comfort , forget all troubles and lie under the wings of my parents . but for how long that can last , i really dun know . im gona grow up some day , and i guess i have to fend for myself and not by relying on my parents for every single thing . the only reason why i would wana run home when i bump into problems is because , i know that no matter what the solution to the problem is , my parents would definitely be v supportive and will always be there loving me . seriously , i guess i have to stop acting as a spoilt brat and start becoming like a normal 15 year old . i really have my parents to thank , whose always receeding to my requests , and my mom , whose always sympathising me , for having to come back from sch late almost everyday . i guess sometimes , my parents do scold me , but i was at fault , so i deserved it . thinking back , i really cant imagine how much it would take my to repay all that my parents had done for me . its sooo damn much i guess it would take more than a lifetime to repay them . daddy , mummy , thanks , i love you v much . as for friends , i guess we have to let nature take its course . but i wont sit and do nothing either . i 'll change . i will!

脸上流着眼泪只能自己轻轻擦, 我好羡慕他受伤后可以回家

2009-04-02T18:15:00.000-07:00

潘美辰-我想有mp3 -

i fear what tomorrow might bring

2009-03-31T21:53:00.000-07:00

yes crap ! because of the fact that aunty 's sick , i havent had a proper dinner today . sobs me . maggie mee was for dinner tonight and i dunnoe whats for tmr , rice with fried eggs ? gawddd no please . and also , i presume im slping alone in the room tonight agn , and its so damn freaky cause im aloneee in the room , with like no lights on and the situation i was in ytd night was even more freakier after i read some random scary ghost story online . hiakhiakhiak .

school today was okayyy . PE - had to pace fahmi and was having hell lotsa fun with him . geog was boring w/o jeze by my side , so i had nobody to talk to , and i was like stonning there while ws and brad were crapping behind . mt , we were reading our oral passages , and when it was my turn , diana was to grade me , but she wrote some damn gross stuff on my paper which made me laugh . omfg embarassing la . so i wrote on hers too , and i guessed she laughed louder than me , so teacher saw and asked her to stop . hahaha ! then , recess passed kinda fast , and there was v little people today for recess , since jeze wasnt in sch and xy went home . aft sch had the malay conversational thingy , and it was the last session , like finallyyy . and today was somehow like a free period , could do anything we wanted to , so me and diana did maths . went down to refill my bottle , saw NCC and he asked us to send smth to the field . managed to ' escape ' from malay class for quite awhile , and she let us went off earlier today , so goddamn happy . went for sec 1 interclass and went home . oh yea , bought some japanese pizza at tmart , which consisted of flour , chicken ham , and lots and lots and lots of veggie . ate it tgt with candy at the playground at our hse , and chatted with her under the pavilion for quite awhile . happy to let my steam off . thats abt it , chem / eng / maths hmwk still undone . Byebye .

p/s : syafiq 's my new maths partner :)

monday blues

2009-03-30T21:28:00.000-07:00

edited . i really wasnt pin - pointing anyone , believe it or not .

seriously , my quote is referring to no one in common , just felt that it made of much sense when i saw it at my friend 's blog . so koped it from her , hopes she doesnt mind . blogging has been at the back of my head since 7pm and i only blog now cause ive been watching css + doing leftover homework . goddamn i know . today 's monday and im hving real real serious monday blues . woke up this morning with no intention to go to school at all , but guess it was not possible , since i wasnt sick or what . so dragged myself out of bed and just physco -ed - i love school . omg . school was alright and so was chem / phy practical . and i gtg now . byebye .

2009-03-28T20:06:00.000-07:00

ok wtv , i feel that i look exactly the same in every photographieee . the sun today was scorching hot , and me and diana had to seek shelter from the merciless sun in the library while waiting for jeze . our plan to do physics / maths / chinese failed , because there were some miscommunications of the time and place . goddamn . and because of that , me and diana spent 1 whole hr idle -ly at tampines regional library area . and guess who i saw ? zulhilmi , syafiq , haikal . they just came back from some NCC freestyle competition , i heard . so after jeze came , the three of us went to TM to blow aircon (吹冷气) direct traslation -.- went shopping at several shops , but i didnt get anything as intended D: actually i wanted to get tops from cotton on , but i feel that their choices are real limited , so went off the other shops . fox , op , and some other random shops . only settled down for lunch after i was exasperated not being able to find any pretty - enough tops and felt a little hungry . ate katsu don , and candy called pretty soon after and while jeze and diana went to ws 's hse , i went walking around tm and cs agn with candy . went to cotton on agn (!) i dunnoe why , and i did try on one of their tops , but nope wasnt what i was looking for . throughout the whole of today , i was on the lookout for high waisted skirts / shorts , but there was NONE , seriously , none . felt a little guilty having to have candy walk with me for a few hours , so we went home ( Walk ! ) aft getting some snacks . ( sucha glutton i am ) talked alot to candy throughout our walk home , and i really wana thank her for being sucha good listener . i threw out all my troubles to her , and she threw her 's out too . and there was this common person we were talking about , who was causing us a little too much trouble . i really enjoyed going out and walking home with candy today and i really seem to know her better , after today . thanks a bunch -eee candy . you 've brighten up my weekend ! :)

p/s : gonna go to the crematorium to pray ahgong tmr .

pp/s : homework 's still not done .

ppp/s : stomach 's cramping .

pppp/s : i dont trust her / them that much anymore . sad case .

ppppp/s : diana 's leaving tonight , byebye ! i want chewing gums !

pppppp/s : i heart candy ! :)

ppppppp/s : candy went " eee , delete delete " at every photo we both took tgt cause she said she looked ugly :D

pppppppp/s : earth hour 's tonighttt ! hahaha , 830 pm right ?

2009-03-24T21:15:00.000-07:00

i feel like im becoming more and more irritating . gawddd , ive just random -ly talked to this pri sch friend of mine , and i think he 's irritated . wahahaha ! just like less than 7 sentences and i can make him pissed off , am i smart or what . alrighty , coming back to the topic , school today was sian sian sian , agn . * sniff sniff * but at least i laughed today , at some i - dunnoe - why reasons . ms tay didnt come for physics today and i was so happy . studied hard ( yea , for like 5 mins ) for my malay conv test , and omiiigawddd , i think i flared really poorly . cause like everything i memorised earlier just went blank when the teacher started asking me qns . but still , thanks fahmi for helping me with my sentences yea ? haha , seriously , this guy makes me laugh hysterically everyday , without fail . ty ah fahmi , school life 's less boring with you ! :D and we came up with a chinese word that sounded like ' horny ' and we LOAS , haoni :D he read 你好 tohbaleh , then become 好你 , and i was like ... HORNY! haha , and ms fardy gave us a popsicle like jelly for winning the eng challenges last term , and it looked so much like a ~~dildo :D~~ even fahmi thinks so . so yea , malay conv today was pratically just slacking all the way since the teacher was testing us one by one , and we had nth to do . cam whored a little with aly - that japunese :D hahaha , i gtg now . Byebye .

p/s : heard that aijia 's out , so freaking happy . (:

2009-03-24T20:29:00.000-07:00

i think i left my amaths book somewhere in school - i dunnoe where D: fook . and im crazy over online shopping now , pearlyn 's fault . gosh , their clothes are all so nice but there 's a certain risk buying clothes via the internet yea ? haha , maybe i shall drop by cotton on agn one of these days :D

oh yea , happy birthday JASMINE

老娘不发挥，把我当病猫 .

2009-03-23T21:25:00.000-07:00

oh fcuking yes , jarod made it to the FINALSSS ! jarod , do us ex - gongshang -ers proud yea ?! haha , make sure you winnn ! ok god damn , i know im damn random talking like that , but its like , haha , he ' s really super duper cute plus his voice damn nice . actually i thought that aijia cnfm will enter the finals since the judges all gave her v v v good comments . but alas , it was jarod that made it !!! cnfm is the xiao han lao shi give him v v v high marks de lo ! she seems to like him v much . okok , i shall just stop talking abt ccs here ,

okok , i dunnoe why but i dont quite enjoy sch these few days . why , i really dunnoe . alot of work , tests , chapters to cope with and im not coping well . even during the hols , i fret about hmwk and cant stop thinking about the leftover hmwk im left with . omiiigawddd right ? so yea , lets just sum up what i did throughout the whole holi . ive been going out alot ( and i mean really alottt ) with diana and hy this hol . its like ive been going out with them 3 days in a row . and yes , hmwk was on my mind throughout the time i was with them . haiya , just stop this thing abt homework la vanessa cheong . change of timetable with effect from wednesday , and the new timetable sucks big time , no one day is slack one .

today , reached sch , and went to PE room to give ms foo the tshirt list , but she turned me down and asked me to give it to a sec 1 /2 instead . haha , and so happen * poof * , hy appeared before me and so i gave him the list . change in training days , omg , so sian . lower sec - monday , upper sec - wed , friday optional . and the sec 2s also come for training on wed lor , so super unfair . that means i wont be seeing effiel , adronicles , tat sang / hoi , glenn anymore D: boohoohoo . omg . so today , aft physics test ( which was a killer ) me and diana went outside the hall area to do our hmwk ( actually she was the only one that was doing , i was looking at the softballers training in the field ) hiakhiakhiak . soon , their training ended , and left with candy and xy . bought bbt and kfc then bus -ed home . reached home , watched tv until 7pm , and i did my hmwk , omg , compre summary still not done leh , how ? i seriously have no idea how to do , its like so many paragraphs to summarise in just 150 words . gawddd . ok la , lets just end off here , no PE this week and im v v v happy ! :)

2009-03-20T21:54:00.000-07:00

yipeee , at least now english 's half completed . beta than nth :) today was really just ... slacking ( even though i swore that today i would chiong hmwk D: ) met u with hy at like 1030 am , and he was earlier than me ( wow ! ) , haha . 81 -ed to diana 's hse and on the way there , he was disturbing me the whole time . cause diana said that it was about 20 stops , so once we reached one , he would keep asking me what stop it was , and would contradict my ans , even though he know v well i wasnt v sure of my ans :D but still , we managed to locate diana 's hse , thank god . cause if we were to miss diana 's stop , the bus would on the highway le , then if we were to go thr , haha , gg liao ! diana 's hse 's really v v v big and comfy , haha . we went into her room first and i did a few compre qn , then went out and v soon , we were distracted by the v inviting teevee . god damn , so we teevee -ed , and got one show v funny . soon , jez and ws came . and we watched mr bean holiday , and hy kept disturbing me agn(!) , he used the cane ( rattan cane ) and kept poking my hand , i was trying to concentrate on the show la :) haha , so i kept snatching the cane from him but he refused to relent . watched the whole of the show and then diana 's mom and bros came home . gawddd her triplets bros are so freaking kwettt ! went for lunch after that .

decided on ikea , but hy didnt join us , he went home . ate salmon + daim cake , agn :) haha , my normal . and cause diana had the ikea card , we had free drinks . haha , and it was refillable :) went down aft that to the warehse there , wanted to camwhore . but my phone soon died on me . everything seems to die on me , D: and haha , i had fun playing weishan 's DS . cooking mama , and agn people , while i was playing ws 's DS , it died on me agn ! DDD: im really suay sia . 81 -ed home , and then walked home with diana , since she was having tuition at PRSS . talked to her , and omg , i spilled something out to her , wasnt suppose to , but it isint even true . :D heh heh . oh sian , hols ending , sch 's starting . I DONT WANT !

2009-03-19T21:37:00.000-07:00

today 's ... i dunnoe how to say , both laughter and sorrow ? god damn it . i was on the phone ytd till like 1230am when my phone batt just died on me , so apprantly , i slept at like 12am + , and so this morning , i was totally shocked when i was in a sleepy state , answering a call from diana who said she was outside my gate / hse . i was like omggg ! haha , so i went out in my pj , omg , so ps to open the door for diana , then bathed and crapped with her while waiting for hy to come . diana was amazed with my cats :) hy was afraid of my cats :)) went to festival park that area , and we 3 settled down on a round table and started doing our hmwk , i only did chem wskt while diana completed her maths , god , feel like killing her mangxxz , she seems to be so pro in everything D: left at abt 12 pm cause we had to reach sch , supposedly by 1pm . changed and took 291 with diana while hy went to tmall . went to tmart to dapao KFC , wanting to eat it in class , during NCC 's extra remedial lessons . reached sch , and couldnt see a single soul , so went to staff room to look for mr ng and he said that it would be held in the canteen , so instead we went to the canteen to eat while waiting for mr ng , who only came at 115 pm ! so late uhhs , and farizwan came , then suhail , so the total number of students that went today was just 4 ! haha , interesting right ! :D asked mr ng abt the hol hmwk , and ive completed the ex 3.2 's one , dont intend to do rev ex 1 though . mr ng kept leaving us from time to time to i dunnoe do wat , so throughout that period , the 4 of us just kept crapping , and suhail was harrassing diana , haha , damn funny . left soon after , and went to eat with diana , was so uber full by then . diana came to my hse after that , and then we went online . and all of a sudden , js called to say he and tc were coming over , so yea , they did , and they came to play with the cats :D went downstairs to play with my sis and her friend , and the 2 guys left , so fast de lo ! all rushing home for dinner when its like only 5pm + , 6 . played catching with some young kiddies in the playground , and we were running around like some madwomans . hy came to find us aft that , and he was bullied , cause whenever someone was the catcher , cnfm will wana catch hy de . haha . played for quite a long time , val had to go up first since she had tuition , so me , diana and hy continued playing . yes , the 3 of us played catching ! hard to believe right , but hy ran so god damn far , me and diana just surrended . night was falling and soon it was dark , went up to pass hy his baggie , and diana stayed for dinner . dad sent her home aft that , and here i am , in front of my lappie , fretting over my hmwk D:

gawdieee , i hvn started my physics proj , and im gona chiong everything tmr , might have to just skip violin . and last but not least , sry to jezebel . i hope you 'll understand .

*ahem*

fahmi misses my freckles !

2009-03-18T21:32:00.000-07:00

kua kua kua , today didnt seem to be one of my nicest day yet . ive been v v v slackish , ive not completed any assignments at all , and im ashamed D: but , hopefully , i 'll be able to complete them tmr , when diana comes over before we go to sch for NCC 's extra maths lesson . haha , thinking of facing NCC tmr just makes me wana laugh , IDKW . probably , ive missed him too much throughout this whole hol . wahahaha . badm today with candy , hy , lionel , hy and razali . couldnt play extra time since the guys had to go back to sch , so we left once our court time was up , first time in history , we've got so much integrity :) reached home , and i completely didnt hv any gutso to do anyting , so people , im so so so ashamed , but all i did today ... was watch hk drama and more hk drama D: i pratically cooped inside the room , turned on the disc player ( or wadeva u call it ) , and just insert disc aft disc , since one disc always ends with an ending which wants you to continue thereafter . oh gosh , ive completely wasted my time today , i wanted to write my compo today , but ... gawddd ! i seriously have to chiong every one of my assignment now , yes vanessa cheong , thats what u landed yourself into D: boohoohoo .

mangxxz , stomach 's hurting like shittt . gawddd ,

2009-03-16T19:04:00.000-07:00

oh yes , its the hols and im here to blog . alot of things happened today , so i really see the need / urge to blog . today woke up at 10 am , started hk drama -ing , and i pratically settled for hk drama for like an hr plus . then , aunty ailyn bought breakfast ( or brunch ) - chicken rice , home and it was damn oily , the rice and chicken was uber oily . omg , cant believe i actually finished the whole pack . then went to bathe and went online . (L) wasnt online leh , so i was a lil sad , haha , but nvm . suddenly while i was using comp , heard from aunty ailyn that uncle david ( my neighbour ) found 2 little kittens which were so freaking cute , so i went down to see , and omg ! they were sooo FREAKING CUTEEE , i swear ! they were damn poor thing leh , they were washed away into the DRAIN and uncle david heard them meow -ing from the drain , omg , and when i first saw them , they were wet ! they were like newly borned , their eyes havent even open yet , and omg , i so freaking pity them . intended to adopt them , but mummy didnt allow , saying we already hv 4 and thats already a huge burden to daddy 's pocket , well , i agreed with that and didnt argue further . fed the 2 little ones milk using a medicine spoon since there werent any other ways and they sipped it slowly . there was one kitten , which looked as if it was gona die , cause it didnt drink the milk and was like not moving , so i was a little scared and shook it a little , and thankfully , it moved ! :D

then daddy drove me and mummy to ICA to make my IC , and yes , haha ! its done , and i can collect it tgt with my classmates in sch ! heng ah , dont have to make my way down to ICA just to collect that damn card . aft everything was done , daddy picked us up and we went to eat sicissors cut curry rice whereby the ingredients you order are cut up using a pair of v v v old fashioned scissors , and then they pour damn lotsa curry on top of ya rice , damn delicious , and cheap too , 3 plates of rice with like 3 dishes each costed $9 + in total , i may consider going there agn , but its v far leh , beach rd ? went home aft that .went to the playground to find my sis and jes , and the kittens were there with them , janel came soon aft . she 's online 3 yrs old , but she 's super duper cute ! omggg ! i wana own her mannn . she sings , she dances and she acts . omggg , i wan sucha kid in future too , watch the videos if you dun believe me , it states everything !

byeee you peopoleee ! i (L) him:)

2009-03-15T19:02:00.000-07:00

boohoohoo , i wana cammmeraaa real badly ! D: gorgor showed me her new cam , and its damn pretty , 10 mega pix leh , omggg ! i seriously want one too . hopefully , my bday pressie this year would contain one of these yea ? had alot of fun camwhoring with gorgor 's cam just now . i want one too ! my resolution is to hv one by my bday ! oh yea , have already booked a court , super happy there's still courts avail . and the court number is my fav number :D gona buy shuttles later . daddy says he wants to play too . awww , family day ! :) went to ikea just now , and ate there , poached salmon + daim cake + meatballs + green tea . omg , i needa go on a diet ! ive been snacking alot these few days . bought quite alot of things from ikea for the new toilet , daddy spent hundred over there , and im gona go to Giant later for weekly grocery shopping , and im damn happy now . happy happy , im over the moon ! ILY! (L)

2009-03-13T21:00:00.000-07:00

suppp you people ! today 's friday 13th and i am feeling damn ache -y and guilty now ( cause bcos of me , cuzzie 's still slowly walking home now D: ) its the last day of the first term and the hols are here ! yipeee , my long awaited break , like finally it comes . BUT , this hol isint gona be a v slacky one for me though , there 're tons of homework to be done and i mean TONS ! so freaking unfair luh , why isit called the holidays when the workload we 're given is that of when we 're studying . the only difference is that we do the work at home instead of sch and we get to wake up a little later . thats all .

today started off with giving out our CA report cards , and i must say , maths result really suprise me , like ive been failing almost all my tests / quizzes and yet i still manage to get a ' a' for both a and e maths , incredible . then was english - sincerity lab to do the summary , freaking boring and i was kinda pissed off with the loud sounds of people typing cause they type so freaking fast while i was one finger -ing - im a one finger typist btw . also , mr fardyana gave us sooo much holiday homework that i simply felt like dumping the wskts into the dustbin . damn it ! then chinese was simply like usual , slacking . geog was with ms goh and i kept commenting about her dressing to jeze who was kinda giggly when i got horny abt the ' pen is red and tampines thingy ' . did grp work which was oh so dumb . chemistry was chiong -ing all the way and maths was like really nice today , since the weather was v v v v nice and cooling and i managed to understand what mr ng was talking about . ( i sneaked hello panda into the class and secretly ate it , hiak hiak hiak ) . had to clear our tables aft that and all my books are now in the class cupboard tgt with so many other people 's .

then had the sec 1 badm thingy . b4 that i was just slacking around , playing badm outside the hall and at the canteen porch with cuzzie , diana etc. was really horrible standing in the rain to play badm with cuzzie . then the interclass started and i kept umpiring for the third court , unfair sia , i wanted to umpire 2nd court since tat hoi and tat sang were playing but kahwei just refused to let me play. so , my court was attended to by me , shazrin , agnes , muhaimin and xinglong ( liesman ) . hehe , and i took a little bite off xl 's choco . matches were really interesting , since the players on both sides were quite pro . aft everything ended , stayed back to play badm with the badm players . played 1 pt matches and dy played too :D hehehehhehehehe ! cuzzie accompanied me to refill my bottle and he splashed water at me , so i did the same but he ran away -.- diglett :D then when i went to the toilet to wash my hands , cuzzie stood behind the wall wanting to scare me, but i knew he was thr so instead i threw water at him xD stayed all the way till 7pm ! haha , my latest ever so far , took the shuttles and nets tgt with cuzzie , diana and effiel and we went to the PE room . aft that , the 4 of us walked to tmart and effiel and diana left , so me and cuzzie decided to walk home , but obviously , cuzzie 's hse was at around duman tt area so by walking with me , it was like one biggg round for him , haha , but still , i asked cuzzie to walk with me and he agreed , so he reached home kinda late , and i felt guilty :D

boohoohoo , there's tuition and violin tmr , i feel like skipping violin lessons , since like i still hvn mastered my exam pieces and know that im gona get scolded tmr D: sianned . but still , Bye bye

ps : friday 13th are good days for me , i realised . its like ... magic :D

arent i priviliged to have movie preview ticket(s) :D

happy bday mommy !

2009-03-11T21:26:00.000-07:00

today 's mommy 's bday , so , happy bday mommy , i love you ! :) though its mom 's bday today , there arent any celebrations , i also dk why , its like just any other ordinary day . sianned . oh yea , the kitchen's toilet done ! i can bathe in peace now :) pilot pen competition ytd was a flop , v wasted D: 2.4 km run tmr , double sianness , ran around estate just now and my legs are aching . boohoohoo .

oh yea , ytd went for the movie preview - hotel for dogs ! the show 's damn nice , seriously damn damn DAMN nice , v v v touching , but i seemed to have watched it or read it somewhere before cause the storyline 's damn familiar . haha , but the dogs thr are really v cute , esp georgia , haha , nvm you guys wont know until you watch the show . so , go watch it k ? its really nice {:

training just now was ... fun ? hehe , i dunnoe . started off with giving out the tshirts . still alot leftovers . footwork , train with chewyu then played one pt matches . fun :) oh yea , i wana thank candy and cuzzie for helping me with the tshirts on that day i brought them all to sch . cuzzie , sorry for making you wait 10 mins for me , cause i was obviously late and your suan-ings of ' wah v heavy leh ' didnt help ! haha , and also thanks for the goodluck wishes {:

byebye GTG (:

life 's damn primitive now .

2009-03-05T18:24:00.000-08:00

if youre wondering why my title 's like that , think no more , its because both of my hse 's toilets are under renovation / upgrading now and i have no toilets to use !!! its sooo primitive such that , if suddenly nature calls , you have to go all the way downstairs and walk for abt 5 - 10 mins before you reach the public toilet provided and you ease yourself there . wth right ? and even bathing , its the same thing . lucky thing is that dad had arranged for a temporary / portable toilet ( those kinda one cubicle one cubicle kind ) to be placed in our hse at night so we dont hv to take the trouble to go downstairs to pee . and the toilet cubicle 's damn damn damn cute , its like oval in shape and damn small - as in the width . if i stand on the toilet bowl right , i can see outside :O hehe . shall take a picture to show you guys how kwettt it looks . and its in bright colours :D makes me happy . kindly note the sacarsm i would give up anything ( and i mean anything , since toilets are real impt to meee ) to have back my old toilet . i guess , the only nice walkaway i get from this whole mess - or war , is the fact that im gona have nicer toilets at the end . full stop .

hahaha , YES ! thats the kinda toilet ive been bathing in ! but lemme state this clear hor , if you smell something smelly right , its cnfm cnfm cnfm not me ok ! cause i still bathe v throughly hor !!! i want clean , proper toilets pretty please ! cuzzie allows me to rob me of his toilet . and he says that the portable toilet they give us is one litre water bottles :D haha !

ok , thats nt all i hv to say today , but im tired and hungarrryyyyyy already . so i shall continue tmrrr - if there's time . ( might be staying over granny 's tmr , again . ) proper bath time *wooshhhhhh !

finally , finally , not really .

2009-03-05T16:23:00.000-08:00

so dead , but not the right time to post a decent one yet cause im still VERY busy ATM . there 's alot of things thats going on right now and im gona post them soonnn , lets see how long this soonnn takes . been dead sick for the past like 4-5 days and hvn been going to sch , hiakhiak :D

sick sick sick

2009-02-26T20:40:00.000-08:00

im feeling terrible all round . head 's pounding , eye 's heavy , throat 's itchy like shitxxz . and worst of all , thighs are cramping like shit cause of the frog jumps we did ytd during training , even when my cramps from the first training still isint gone . god damn ! i struggled through hmwk , and now im done , but revision for emaths test and chem quiz still aint done . test are never ending , and so is homework . sick and tired of everything . i shall stop here , but before i do , a big bigg BIGGG shoutout :

thank you ken and friend ( ps i dunnoe your name ) for the umbrella today . otherwise i would have been sick -er . also , ken , you really didnt help much sprinkling the water from the umbrella to me :P but haha , i had fun stepping in the puddle of water :O aiyooo , you were already wet looohhhhhh ! \m/

hahahehehoho

2009-02-24T21:16:00.000-08:00

as suggested from my title , im in a kinda good mood now . only NOW , for like the past few weeks . today was kinda ok ? just got really pissed off with some people , who were irritating the shit out of me . and i hated that ok . maths , had a e maths quiz , and haha , i must say , im happy with the quiz , cause for the first time of this year maths ' quizzes , i managed to ans all . haha , dunnoe if ans correct not la :) english and ss was boring to the max corexxz . chinese , letter writing , managed to finish the letter within 2 period . proud of myself -.-

then was freaking physics . that freaking teacher . hv been hating her since like sec 1 , when she kept picking on me . today , just because i didnt bring my workbook , she punished me by making me stand outside the class . you think by doing that , we will rmb to bring our books the next time ? u know whats my reason for nt bringing the book , its not because i forgot but because i didnt want to increase my bag 's load , since it was already heavy like shitz . wadeva la , i wasnt the only one standing outside anw , there were like still so many other ppl la, and we were having the time of our lives OUTSIDE . it was so cooling , the wind kept blowing towards us without any restrictions . went into class later on , aft like 1 period ( yes , i stood outside for one period ) when zhaohao lent me his wkbk . he has a wkbk but he wants to stand outside -.- sat with zulhilmi , and i laughed alot . thats abt it .

saturday was jx ' s bday , went to his hse . oreo cheesecake was really cheesssyyyyyy ! like omg . then aft that , played WII - mario cart and tennis . tennis was real fun ! hahahhahaha , but my hand ached after playing for like 1 hr consecutive . sunday went to AMK hub , bought some kinda long black stocking - like pants . i dunnoe whats that called . val bought a pair of skinnies -.- and also , i bought the mango ice , the famous kind in taiwan ? i dunnoe , hhaa , but it was delicious -o :D haha ,

toodles , byebye (L)

if only we last a lifetime

2009-02-21T17:04:00.000-08:00

hi , updating . its junxiong 's bday today . so we 're most probably gg over to his hse tonight to celeb . nth else , so i shall end here . toodles .